Broke out crying a few days ago, nothing special, probably had some pent up anger and a lot or resentment and hatred that needed to be released. School feels like a damn cycle that I just want to break, only thing I look forward to from coming home from school would be messing around online and one special person at the moment...
I've been wanting to get away from everything and everyone that I know... Just go somewhere else for a while... To be honest, I've been wanting to go to LA to see my god mother and my god brothers. just to hang out and stuff... they have a nice house and I always like the green grass and fresh air... I dunno. I want to swim heheh. SOMETHING! JUST NOT STICK TO THIS GODDAMN CYCLE! ...
"Come on barbie, let's go pary, Ah ah Ah yeah..." Serious, I want to party.. just dance! Or do something fun, hell, go to raves and bust out screaming "******** YEAH! YEE HAW!" xD... Leon: OMG psychopath... >>; Ada: .... Luis: Hehehehehee.
My psudonyms want out D:! Orlah wants a cinderblock for her birthday : D.
Me and Danny got to talk over MSN today!! WOO!! I haven't seen her in FOREVER. Er, talked.. chatted... etc. Over Gaia too. She was going to quit but I told her that she should stay on and rp with me ^o^. I showed her my pictures of myself that I took for someone special >> course... some of them came out a little differently than expected ... But I like them x3. Danny showed me some cute pictures of her drawings, I sent her some too. Hopefully I can get her address so I can send her mail like I did to Leon and that special someone <3.
I just realized that I have way too many psudonyms for my personalities. I put a part of my emotion into a certain psudo/chara. Pretty much adding my soul to them. Too much of an active mind that I got... As of late.
Been trying to cut down on music latley, since I don't want to listen to the same songs all over and get tired of it. I'd rather just read some novels and enjoy a cup of hot chocolate with Me Myself and I. Or some sleep would be NICE....
I dunno, I'm feeling kinda 'Weeee' 'Woo Hoo!' right now so I'll post one of my favorite Johnny the Homocidal Maniac pictures x3
http://i16.photobucket.com/albums/b1/Kyd_Vicious_13/th_JTHM3.jpg
Out of the need to simply get all of this out of my system before I snap into something more horrid. I don't know why but I can imagine Firelord screaming whatever Nny says at the top of his lungs, just monologuing (SP) away in some random ranting about how cockaroaches should die and he should take over the world...
Ya know, I never really expected people to read my journal... I mean, I don't really give a s**t unless it was something personal and what not but wether some comment or not, I don't really care. Even if I happen to insult them here or somewhere else and whomever bothers to post here. I'd probably not even read it. Just wanted to point that out...
'Nnyways, I'm done for the night. Too tired to post any other goodness. RM's just in need of some gold and selling avi art. Ja Ne~
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