I feel betrayed, I feel forgotten, I feel like I can't trust anyone anymore. I can't believe the little thing I did backfired so much and now I'm the one that feels the hurt. It doesn't work that way. But I guess that when you play with fire, you get burned. It's not something I actually had planned, I just went with the flow. And now I feel like I can't turn back and change it, though I just wish it had never happened. I don't really know why I'm upset at the world of make-believe when I have nothing to lose. But this world is more real than anything else and I don't want to lose it. I give up my faith in people and of ever finding my fairy-tale ending. It will never happen, I know it is a fact. I've made a resolution which is to never give in to peer pressure, the lies that some people tend to feed me in this non-existing world. If you actually care, you would have read this and have learned that my friendship is of no profit to you, it should never be, other than having a friend who cares and someone to talk to, not one who will just give away stuff because you think she's gullible. I'm anything but. So stop with your non-sense, I will no longer be falling for it. My new friendships will be based on knowing that I actually have friends, not fakes, who have turned this made-up world into another nightmare, much like high school. You've got your drama and your popularity contests. It's all fake and yet we all fight for it because we think we can have a better world than what it is out there if we just create it in our minds but all in all we're just returning to our childish minds and making the same mistakes we make in real life. I can't be fazed, I won't let myself make more mistakes. I know I'll still be here because I like the rush and the race to be "better" but I will not fall for the stupidity that runs haywire on this made-up world. You can't get nothing out of me that hurts other people and you will no longer be able to betray me since I won't let no one get the better of me. And just because you don't have a face here, you think you can get away with it. No more. No one is getting ever again any more gold from me, or any stuff, and I won't make any relationships here with anyone ever again, except those of friendship. That's it. I was betrayed, but not ever again!
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