Dont protect me like you did before
My wings broke because of you
I suffered
My heart was shattered into a million pieces
You crushed my heart
Your feelings and carelessness broke my soul
The wind pushed me through to live
But the wind was too strong
So you ended up breaking my wings
Do not try and make me feel better
Leave me alone
I'll die if i please
So why should you care what happens to me
I lie here reading my little book of poems
Hoping my wings will arise
But they didn't
Because somethings holding me back
And that something is you
Do not try and help
You breaking my wings is help enough
I feel crushed
Like i'm shattered glass that was broken
I now stand here in the pouring rain
Waiting...
But it did not come
The wings that will set me free from internal life and imortality
My wings will keep me away from every thing
Every thing, and you...
So do not try and stop me
Because some day my wings will rise
And bring back my memories
And your lies
The glass is broken
I cry
Because the glass has cut me
And my blood wont stop rushing
Your making me bleed, cry, and scream
I love you
But why?
Why did you take my freedom
Why did you have to protect me from something
Some thing i shouldn't know any way
Because, why should i care either...
Even if, you care
Wings aren't meant to be broken
Even if it proves fate
I'll keep my little book of poems to emptiness
Because in my heart all is hollow
And all is left is a memory of a lie
That you betrayed and left me here to parish
So smile like you did
Please hold me tight
Are you sure its going to be ok now
Will i die here
I dont want to be with you
But somethings stopping me
Did i go wrong
Were my wings trying to tell me something
Is that why they broke
I dont care if they break or not any more
I dont care whether you protect me or not
And i dont care if my blood wont stop bleeding because of the lies
I've made up my mind
I'll make sure my chains are locked up tight
Forever...
Chibi-Freya Community Member 
|
|
Community Member