Current mood: contemplative
hello! i am many things right now, right now i'm trying to be calm and stop taking things so seriously. i need to let justin go. i am no longer what i once was to him, he has other intrests now, and i'm just a friend. i need to let go and be happy being friends, i need to let this love go.
I want to start looking for a new realtionship. yes i'm trying to be well with being single but i want to be loved again. i think i'm gonna break out of my shell. i'm gonna ask to hang out with my friends at college. i'm feeling confident and well.
yes there are things i am pining for but i dont want to be pushy, i want to be respectful with my friend's intuition, no matter how much i want to kiss him.......
i met a new friend this weekend and i hope to chill with him soon. i hope to visit my high school this week, and also...I'M GOING BACK TO WORK!!!
i'm so excited bout that last part!! i love my job, and the people there so awesome, woot!!!!
"i need serenity............." thank you Godsmack for that lyric, it really helped put things into perpective and thank you kevin, for being there for me.
Riyu_Nailo · Fri Mar 16, 2007 @ 03:14am · 0 Comments |