<center>Yes, I know I've often been funny and stupid throughout my journal, but...
Last night I was thinking about a few things. My TV was on the fritz so I had nothing better to do, being a happy insomniac.
I searched my mind thouroughly to see if there were any 'unraveled knots' in my life. There turned out to be a few...
I came to the realization, that I'm a blank face on a coloful canvas, so to speak.
I've never truly 'fit in' with just one 'crowd' or group, thus causing me to have less really true friends.
They say that "a friend would bail you out of jail, but a true friend would be right beside you to say "We really f**ked up this time." And I've realized that none of my friends would really do that.
*Sigh* I sometimes believe that I'm a rag-doll..made of many different parts. Depending on my environment, I tend to blend with it((Which isn't always a bad thing))...chameleon-ish, ain't it? I can be goth ((Even though I prefer not to.)), I'm mostly 'black'((as some say)), I can be 'white' at times, and I can play the tech-geek as well. [Please, If you take any of my comments offensive, stop reading and try to calm down.]
I've tried so long to convince myself that I'm just one person...but now, I'm not so sure...
 x___cold - as - gold · Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 09:24pm · 2 Comments |
