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well here i am again. getting all i have left out of me. i have a new bf and my ex and i are over for good this time. i don't love him anymore i can't find the strength in me to. not after what he did to me. he told me he wanted to see someone else and i have no problem with him wanting to see someone else i mean i am now.but mostly what made me cry for hours on end. it was the time he did it and how he did it. on the phone and after we told eachother that we belonged to one another. that he was mine and i was his. but he tells me that he has been hitting it off with this girl for a week and we had only said this stuff two days within him telling me about her. i basically said f you. and he said he would call me later that night to see how i am but no he didn't call me for another damn week. when he calls to tell me he don't like this girl cuz she is weird and way to shy. expecting me to be waiting but htis time i wasn't i couldn't take this s**t anymore. so i went to my friends house and saw him at the mall and told him i didn't love him anymore and i made him cry and i didn't feel on ebit of pity i felt good i felt pure anger. i wanted him to feel what i had felt what he put me through so many times. i wanted this to hurt him for him to realize fully that i wasn't coming back to him ever!! i hate him for everything he put me through. all the s**t he amde me feel. all the nights i cried myself to sleep. wondering what the hell i did wrong. xxx mellaney
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