hello what can i do for you how have you been good good i changed courses and will probably not be going ro Durham.. why not? what will you be doing? graphic design instead of animaltion kyl seemed really upset about this and used you as a sub-excuse to make me realize that i affect other people with my desitions.. but what you do is what you do. i really think it makes no differance in the end is that what you want to do.... then you should do it. what school is that at? georgian i hope as long as i get to see you more, its okay by me ^^ i might have to reapply at durham just in case it might not be the case.. isnt that the school you are going to now? yes oh i see they offer jewlary and the cover of people i knoe i dont know how much you will see me, it seems a mystery even to me right now for that i am sorry tis ok. is it? i suppose i should not revolve around what other people need, but is it right for me to turn down a somewhat pleade? so kyle was not lying ya, what ever you want to do and that will make you happy. I know kyle was looking forward to living with you over the school year i wondered if i still impact people like i used to or maybe even more than befroe.. there is nothing i an say or do to change your mind. its up to you in the end. i think kyle forgets sometimes ya maybe things will work out in the end for you and him or me? for you and him that phrase is thrown around too much and i really do not believe that people believe what they say when they say something like that. i know it will work out because i know exactly what i want and my passion to get it is greater than another's will to have their desire of me so that is why i am certain that i will get what it is that makes me happy. whether or not it includes kyle i know, that why i said "do what ever makes you happy in life" i tell that to all my friends, if that your dream then go for it. it doesnt matter what i think. and kyle should behind you 100%. ya sure im sad that you wont be living here. but hey that life. you know? do what ever makes you happy seems selfish aren't we all?
you choose to be you choose to be cocky and an a*****e. a lot of people do not find appeal to this. maybe you could be the chris we knew before and the one that i'd go out of my way for instead of having these false angery thoughts you have created and inplanted into us. you choose to be who you want to be and give everyone a database holographic image of yourself to the extent of scientificly manipulating the brain to a point that even the murderor can be a polite and nice person it is all in the way that you decide to deal with not only yourself but others around you.
nobody ever really comes close to what i am. people can relate to somethings i say but they never come close to being it.
haha sounds fairly emo what that is said like so...too bad it is as true as it gets
Adiiru · Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 10:32pm · 0 Comments |