I cry myself to sleep at night sometimes
My pillow soaked with tears
Because it seems that I am worthless
And my happiness is drowned by my fears
It seems as if you all hate me
Like my whole network wants me to die
Deep inside I know it’s true
I fake a smile for my lie
I cover my eyes whenever I’m around you
I bury my head between my knees
To hide from you the pain I feel
That spreads throughout me like a disease
I’ve been along so many paths
They all take me the same way
It feels like the world is my predator
Feeding on me as their prey
I thought there was more to this life
Than being smothered with all this pain
The pain that I know I give everyone
Is the reason I’m growing insane
I wish I weren’t such a screw up
And that I don’t live for very long
Simply because I ******** up too many times
And how everything I do is wronge
So, to everyone who’s listening
I’m ending all your spite
Just by saying my last two words
And cry for one more night
