I walk though the graveyard and I am reminded of all the ones that died along side me while i tried to protect the one thing i loved, they loved it as well or they would not of died for it. I felt sorrow because I caused most of the deaths. I finally showed the village what I could do....and they all hate and fear me now. But even more over their hate is what fuels the demons inside of me....why? Why must they treat me so, they beat me and tried to kill me and used me as a weapon of war and when I finally do as they want they hate me even more so? Do they not believe that I feel sorrow for my lost comrades? I wish they would not of had to of died, so that I didn't have to smell their putrid blood. My village has a small clan that doesn't fight but if they did they could do worse then me if they all went in. I am told I have the strongest "affliction". They say I am a nuisance, the black sheep of the clan. But does that give them any more right to hurt me then it does for me to hurt them and get punished? I don't know what else to do, I'm not the best looking, not the smartest, not the strongest, nor the most experienced, but they say I am a threat to them? How so, I know lots of other people who are stronger then I. But the idiots don't know how to use that power correctly. Ha, I laugh at them. For one day I will leave when they need me and never return and let them finally pay the full price for misusing me so. But I believe I will be shunned completely before that happens, possible even kicked out for doing what is considered forbidden. But I could care less what this village of idiots think, I will show everybody who doubts me my true power.......even if it kills me they will know that I am to be respected and appreciated, not disrespected and hated for what they raised me to do.....
More to come soon
