i really didn't know how bad it could get until it happened. one moment i am happy with a guy and the next it is like the end of the world. i feel a little controlled and a little stripped from everything i thought was right. why are people cruel and jealous all the time? why does he have a girlfriend? why am i the enemy here? maybe i should stop? will i hold him back? will i never bee good enough? will it always be about what is and isn't? am i making the right choices? the world spins and i am apart of it but i don't feel it. my world has stopped cold for me. the choice was mine i suppose. it is my world after all, my battle, my personal war. no one can take that away from me unless i want them to.
 Adiiru · Tue Apr 17, 2007 @ 12:26pm · 0 Comments |
