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Today weather was rather nice. Things went quite well, until now...

His side:
it was monday night, i'm quite nervous since i decided to tell her how exactly i feel about her. That very moment i dailed her number on my cell. Then, i waited, my heart began sounding heavily. I could feel cold sweats running down my cheek. Before i could know, someone answered. I swallowed hard as i tried to clear my throat. I tried to speak, but nothing came out. It was then i heard a sweet voice of hers greeting upon me saying "harlo, how are you?" i didn't manage to think of anything to say, without realizing, i said " i love you " there was a total silence at that moment, as i was listening hard for a reply. Suddenly, the phone hang up. My heart sank, it arch painfully as being pinched by a dozen needle. The next day, i come across her. I couldn't think of anything else so i come up with a lie saying " uhh... About yesterday, it was just a bet with my friend so no hard feelings... Sorry... " them she walk pass me without saying anything. That very moment, my heart arch badly. As the day goes on, she seems to ignore me not wanting to face me...

Her side:
it was monday night, i finished up with my homework. Later on, i took my towa looking forward for my late bath, suddenly my cell rang. Once i answered it, there was a complete silence. I knew it was him, a classmate of mine whom i think i had a crush on... He can be very shy sometime so i decided to go first. I gave him a simple greeting then unexpected, he burst out saying he love me in reply. It so sudden, i was unprepared and speechless. I didn't know what else i should say... That night i felt excited, i couldn't sleep at all. The next day, i decided to tell him i love him too. But things didn't in exactly the way i wanted it to be... Until he said it was just a bet with his friends... I was planned out... Then i walk away without a word, not knowing what should i do... My heart was simply broke, shattered into millions pieces... As the day... As the day go on, i was afraid to face him, i didn't know what else i should do, there's a deep pain in my heart everytime i tried to avoid him...