For the past three days, I've been so worried about an online friend that I've REALLY come to admire! I can't say his name right now, but I hope that he's doing well because I care about him so much. It feels like its been forever since we last chatted with.
Whenever one of my online friends doesn't log in for a while, or as often as they usually do, I begin to become worried about them. I also start to think about all the things that could being stopping them from logging on, and what might've happened to them (online and in real life), because who knows when I'll ever see/talk to them again. =_(
This has happened to me many times in the past. Back then I was so naive and thought that if someone didn't log in for a while that it just meant that they'd stopped playing whatever the site was. Now I've realized there are other factors, such as one being banned, being hacked, losing their password, losing internet access, and so many others terrible things.
I just pray that none of the above I listed happened to him. I'm so lucky to have meet him: he is one of the most amazing and wonderful guys I've even meet, and I'd hate to lose him. The reason I titled the journal the way I did because of my growing feelings for him. I really admire him, but I'm starting to feel so much more.
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