I was feeling distinctly un-fantabulous.
Looking at colleges and searching for scholarships terrifies me. I don't know what I'm doing, and since my mom didn't go to college straight out of high school, neither does she. My dad refuses to acknowledge that I'm growing up.
But my mom is not one to coddle, and my step-father has no idea how to comfort someone, so I was left to my own devices. My family gave me weird looks, but if they're not going to help me, I'm going to help myself.
I wish I had a boyfriend to call about things like this. Maybe he'd comfort me through the phone.
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Show me what it means
To feel like someone's there.
Whisper in the dark
That everything's okay.
