Alone. This feeling pressing my against my chest. I'm not really "alone". I have my "friends". My aquaitances (sp?). My mom, teachers, people. They are there when I need. But when I really need, aka in the day-after-day routine, I feel alone. I seem to be alone. It's... complicated...
I've struggled for years to try to understand this feeling. But it's complicated. I can't describe it in words, most of the time. And when I can, it's only in my mind that I can do such describtions, that are easly forgotten.
"Never meant to belong". Hear that music in my profile, bored reader that ended up in this journal. Thats the closest I can get to describe my feelings. The title kinda explains the feeling though.
Meanwhile I'll strive with this feelings, hearing this violin talking with my soul. For you, dear reader, who might be a friend or just a random person, I wish you all the happiness I only aspire to get, but the world - and myself - prevents from getting.
Farewell.
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