I give up, I surrender! I have given in to the "man" and decided to do what others want me to do so that everyone can be happy....everyone but me but hey it's not my life is it? Although my mom sooo doesn't believe me she's going to hold my grant check just so I don't use the money to catch a plane out of this dump heap. Grr that is soo my money and she shouldn't be able to touch it!!! I hate pie and mothers that won't just chill. Well she really has no reason to trust me I mean I could soo move away to Colorado and live with my best friend Shaunelle and her family till we got enough money together to move out into an apartment and maybe Richard would move in with us too then he can hit on Shaunelle all the time.....lol what a dork!! So I was thinking about goals I can set for myself that way I wouldn't be that bored!!
1) GET A JOB YOU LAZY BUM!!
2) Save money for a car
3) Get AA degree before 2008 lol Riiiight!!
4) Move out and possibly have Nikkers and Ambers as my roomies
5) Save up money for a much deserved road trip to the east to meet someone, maybe pick up Shaunelle on the way!
So far that is all for now but I was thinking last night that I could pursue another career but it would be in a job enviroment that I myself hate to have to go. The hospital. I hate hospitals when I have to go but I think that if I was to work there I could handle it. I was thinking of being a surgeon.. I know it's like totally far shot but I might have the mental capacity and I like disecting things and it may give me the right direction for myself. I might save lives, I might not but it's not really about that and it's not about money either bc I could so live as a writer and get along but I think that I can write and be a surgeon. It's going to be a tremendous amount of work and I hope that I can stand firm on it. I'm going to start to be a better person and maybe get back into the swing of....dare I say....church bc ppl will always be bugging me especially my home teachers but like they bug me now....well I have new home teachers but yea so they tried to get me and I tried to be there but there was a big whole mess and it's hard to explain. Let's just say I tried and yea. Don't even get me started on my visiting teachers, I just got a card each month from Mel telling me about the lesson and asking me how I was and telling me if I needed her to call her. lol lameness but hopefully my new visiting teachers will VISIT me! lol
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