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well i am so depressed and sad.....my honor feels as though it has been crushed. honor and respect are the only things i cherish more then anything else. i feel used hated and rejected by those i care about. is it because i have respect, honor, and am polite to people instead of being blunt and telling them. well sometimes i am when it is important. i suppose i must give up all those positive traits and show people how mean i can be. oh how i hate being mean without purpose. i guess in my live i'm not good enough to have a partner in this life. i walk alone and i am lonely. oh well if that is to be then it can not be helped so i suppose i will let it be...oh and in case your wondering hmmm why is this not so well written well yea ******** the you remember "i am so depressed and sad" so yea