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how do you know?
So we are born from the light or darkness? As human do we rise or fall? what is a life, but a quest to find are purpose, and what is are purpose but to complete some thing great, something that takes a life time, a lifetime spent searching for that purpose? How do we know if we are happy, how do we know if it is right to try for a better life, to think we deserve more, or if we are just greedy? How do we know that the person we are with is the wrong person, that they seem abusive, they seem to put us down and push us back and use us, or if we are just seeing things the wrong way and they are doing everything for us and we are just greedy, cruel hearted and misunderstanding the situation. How do we know if we love some one else, that they love us to, or if it is just an empty dream, that they are just a friend? How do we know if we should find another, if it is the one you think you love, or if you would just ruin there life, if you would just hold them down and complicate things, if you should just stay away, stay a friend, what should we do? How should we see things? Is it true, or is it a lie, how do we trust, when it is all broken, why are the ones you should not trust always the ones you trust? How do you know if you should trust some one, how do you know they care? How do you know you are some one, someone who matters, or if you are just someone you is a sin, who makes life harder and should die, how do you know if you should live, or die, how do you know you are seeing things from the right angle, how do you know its okay to cry, to show sorrow, or if it is misplaced, that you are to weak and should not cry over something like that and you are just self entered, how do you know what you feel is right, or if you are wrong and should listen to him, should you listen to him, what if everyone says you should not, then he says you are wrong, they are wrong, and points out that you see things in the wrong light, you only care about yourself, that you are not thinking about him. How do you know if who you are is the right person, how do you know if it is love, or abuse, if it is love or just friendship, how do you know if it is right or wrong, how do you live with yourself for a mistakes, mistakes you always seem to make, then cry, is it okay to cry , or am I wrong, I know I am wrong, how do you know, who do you go to, how do you know you can go to them, is it okay to always be sad, can you be mad, what if you cant feel anger, but it seems to always be felt to you, what if it seems no one cares, but the one you cant have, how do you know you cant be with them, how do you reach out to them, how do you know you are right, that it is not wrong, that you are not wrong, a sin. How do you reach out, how do you let out the pain, is it okay to tell, or is it a mistake, will it seem like you are self centered, that you are trying to get attention, how do you get help… help.. It seems like a word, but what is a word, what does it mean, can it be true, why is the world like it is, why are we like we are, how do we get strength, how do we find someone who cares, how do you tell someone, tell someone what is inside without seeming…..wrong? How can you talk with out seeming sick, wrong, or something you are not, how do you listen to a heartbeat that is not there, how do you feel your blood that is not warm, will someone reach to you, and feel cold, what is the cold, what are you? How do you know who you are, do you steal the warmth and love from others through hugs, do you feel cold to the touch, doesn’t it seem so cold to hold some people, yet so warm from others, what is a hug, but a way to touch hearts with someone and feel how they feel, to know who they are? How do you know what is right? How do you know the right is what you want?
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