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I am so happy right now...We had our plays today. Most of them were so good and so hilarious!!! But mine sucked so much. We missed our cues, forgot our lines, and all that. Ryan (my crush) and I messed it up the most. We were laughing afterwards about it. But the best part of this day is when Nicolle told me that she wanted to take a picture of the both of us together. I hugged her so hard!! I ended up taking it later with the two of us. I wanted a picture of the two people that messed up. whee heart 4laugh

But there is another thing that has been bothering me. I want to tell Ryan so much that I like him but I can't gather the guts to. I think I'm going to say so soon. Maybe I'll get Nick to help me or something. I am so nervous about it...I think I might as well write Ryan a note explaining everything. I at least want him to know before we part ways. I have three weeks and I am so scared. I'll write it by hand since he knows my handwriting well. I don't care what happens afterwards. I just want to be happy about what I will be doing.

Paula and I were talking earlier and she's going to help me with all of this and all. ^^