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That's what life feels like right now. It's like I'm running trying to get a bunch of stuff done and then WHAM! Right into a brick wall I run. Course I walk around it and the cycle repeats itself. *sighs* It's probably going to keep doing that until the 17th. Shoot, it might even stop once I hear from Taichou. I'm more worried about what's she's gonna do. I'd love for her to come with me and the family, but I know new places make her a bit uncomfortable and we're going to be gone for over a week. I don't want her feeling like she has to say she'll come with me to make me happy. Cause if she suddenly changes her mind right before we leave, it's really gonna make me depressed. When I get depressed, I start feeling really sick cry . Anyway, I'm just trying to find stuff to do to pass the time til then. I'm working with some wooden roses I bought. Stems are too short for what I need them for, so I'm glueing wooden sticks to their stems to make them longer. It's working nicely too.