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I wish he would just ask me, though I've no idea if he still feels the same. I certainly hope he does.
But I could hardly picture myself in that sort of relationship, I don't know.

And I'm thinking things through too much again. I tend to do that, and it usually ruins my decisions. I need to be more spontaneous. And deal with any problems afterwards. But my brain isn't working.
I feel so confused, and reluctant.