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I dont even know where the hell to start.
Well, over to past few days, thinghs have started changing, for the worst.
First off, my moms boy friend, who I realy realy like, and is nice to me and all, is dying, my mom is so stressed, she forgot my B-day! And I'm stressed to, and normaly, I would just be emo, but no. On the 25th, I went to a old friend's B-day dinner, since it was her B-day, but today, I went to her B-day party! Where I felt totaly out of place, sept for one guy, that is nice, and I've met befor! But, her mom, who stalked me, has insulted me, and made me miserable! Ok, a responsible adult, with 3 children, walks up to me, and calls me ugly, to my face, and that people recoil wen I talk to them, and she ceeps going about it, like its perfectly fine for 15 minuets! So by the time we get to the party, I'm nearly in tears, and wen we get there, everyone is a cheerleader, and none of them like me, or want to be with me, yet we are forced to hang out together, oh joy, no? And might I ad, by then, I have seen my mom, for 5 minuets, in the last 2 days! And everytime I see her, shes in tears, and I dont even ******** know what the hell is going on, till literaly, 2 hours ago!
And last night, I had 3 hours of sleep, due to the cheer squad capitan ceeping me up all night! Plus I've only had 2 half meals, in almost 4 days!
So last night,(Friday) I was ready to go to potery, and hang out, have a quiet evening, doing art, with other quiet kids. And hya, I got to see a old friend, who is loud, and her mom, who makes my life hell alot of days, bu8t its okies, it was only for a little bit, but turns out, no potery! So I go to the mall, for 5 hours, with these people, by then my head is ready to exsplode! Oh hay, time for them to go! But no, this prep demands to have a sleep over at my place, and ceeps me up, all ******** night! So I go to bed, at 3AM, and at 6AM, I wake up, to my ******** sister, and her friend, banging and yelling!
I walk in to the room, tel;l them to shut up, and this ******** brat says. "Make me, you cant, so ha!" So I beat that ******** brat, over my knee, and his mom bitches me out! So I go back to sleep....oh wait I cant, everyone is up now!
Now guess what! This lady, starts her "You're a ugly freak" talk, while the other kids shower, and I'm a mess, in need of a shower, but no, by the time everyone ells is done, i dont ******** have time! Then its time for the ******** party, that i dont want to go to! THen on the way home, I find out, this guy my hole family likes alot, is dying, and I didnt know, thats why I havnt seen my mom all day!
So then, I go back home, finaly get my shower, to find, that instead of the nice B-day I had planned with my mom, I have to go to crazy ladies house, while my mom, spends all day at the hospital! And this girl is freaking out, cause I got mad, and threw a few things, and is in my face, screaming, and freaking out, lots, so I'm every more annoyed, and sad, and ready to beat some ******** skulls in!
Then I go to the hospital to see my mom, and it turns out, she forgot my B-day, like everyone ells. So one good thing, I got to stay home, as for tomarow, we might do something close to the things we planned the other day. Anyway, I get home, ready to talk to my best friends, and have a happy time with them.....no one is online....Okies, thats not so bad, I'll see if the war on Hono's profile has dyed down, guess what, Hono wants to ******** leave, so by then, I'm curled up in tears for a hour, and now, I'm mentaly unsound, and I know it, and that was my day!
And I know I'm bitching and moaning, and you can get the ******** over it, cause this is my journal, and if you dun wana here it, dun read it, now ether say something to make me feel slightly beter, or get the ******** out. =____=