1. We fight all the time
2. He's not my Mr. Right
3. we'll just get back together and it'll ******** up again.
4. He's a mistake.
5. I deserve better.
2. He's not my Mr. Right
3. we'll just get back together and it'll ******** up again.
4. He's a mistake.
5. I deserve better.
That all I have for now. Does he know how absolutly wrong he is? Typing all of that just felt wrong to me. I hated typing it. Like I've said "I've tried falling out of love, but that would mean falling for someone else, and you're the only one I'll trip for.". *sigh* Why do I care so much? It seems like he's just messing with me. If he really cared, would he put me through this torment? I know he knows this is driving me crazy...But he doesn't care. It doesn't seem like he cares at all. I feel so stupid.....But I love him. Would I put up with this if it were anyone else? I just don't know what to do to get through to him. Maybe I should just stop trying. It seems like this is going no where. I wish it could be different...I'm going to bed. I can't stand to stay awake any longer.