I love Makali. D:
I love Yanny
and Colt
and Chou
and Camby
and Momma
and everyone else.
I love you guys.
The title is cryptic, and I dun wanna explain.
You'll think I'm terribly over dramatic and maybe get mad at me.
That seems to be happening a lot,
people getting mad and annoyed at me.
Makali and Nan and Chou and a bunch of other people.
Getting mad or annoyed at something I've done or am doing.
And I hate it.
It makes me feel like crap.
> ~ <
'Specially Chou's getting mad at me.
I'm sorry? D:
Was it really that bad?
What you said made me feel like poo.
-Whines-
I feel like I can't talk to anybody.
Because if I tell them how I feel,
they will get mad at me.
I should just keep my big mouth shut.
And just agree with everyone.
Even if I contradict myself.
I'll just agree with everyone
and maybe they won't be so mad at me.
Maybe.
Only a few people can really cheer me up.
Yanny, Makali, and especially Colt.
Colt has never once made me like poop.
Neither had Yanny. > _____ <
But Makali is my best friend, and I love her.
Just like I love Chou,
who also very easily makes me feel like poop.
Whether she means to or not.
It happens.
That's just how my mind works unfortunately.
So really I kind of explained the title anyways. D:
Because I feel like I'm falling and nobody is going to catch me.
You want to know the secret so effing badly?
WHY?!
Why is it so important?
I'm sorry if it seems wrong of me to keep it from you,
but...God, just thinking about the thing makes me feel like crap.
I TOLD you I'd tell you eventually.
Depending on how Makali reacted.
Honestly, I'm afraid for our friendship if I tell her.
Even though she has said so many times that she'll still love me.
And I believe her. And it makes me feel better...
...but I also feel like it won't be the same with you.
So...that's enough of that...
Look! Yanny drew this for me because I did her homework~!! <333
n//////////n
I love Colt so much!! <333
 Maji Dear · Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 04:09am · 4 Comments |
