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I wouldn't be able to say anything other than 'hell',
but most any curse word stronger would easily be a better fit to how I feel right now.
If you had asked me maybe fifteen minutes ago how I was,
I'd have smiled really huge and said; "My day was fantastic!!!"
Because I have been at Colt's house most aaall day,
and I had sooo much fun! ^///////////^
B-but...now I feel like such crap.
You see...my mother has an amazing superpower.
Though, I don't know if anyone else would want such a power...
And--as you may have guessed--my mother has the superpower to make Amber feel like...
...oh...dare I say it?
s**t.
Instantly, in fact.
It amazes me to no extent as to how she does it so quickly.
And I feel like tonight was one of the hardest blows she has ever dealt me.
I came in the door, still glowing red from being with Colt.
I had it planned in my head;
1. Take a shower
2. Get ready to go to Makali's
3. Wait for her to call me
4. Mom was gonna drive me over there
[Makali and her family went out to eat and wouldn't be back for a while.]
As soon as I'm in the living room so say hello;
Mom: "It sure has been a long day, huh?"
Me: "Yup! And I've had lots of fun! ^///////^"
Mom: "-Stare type thing...though not quite a stare...-"
Me: "Oh! Makali went out to eat,
they probably won't be back until well after seven...
...She said that she'd call me. n__n"
Mom: "Oh, well Amber, I won't want to give you a ride over there so late at night."
Me: "Oh...well...I'm gonna call her."
Then I took the phone and went back into my room,
dialed her cell phone number and listened to it ring.
I was very happy to hear Makali's voice,
because what my mom had said stung.
I learned that Makali wouldn't be out of the restaurant for a while,
maybe not until another 45 minutes to an hour.
I asked if it would be possible to pick me up on their way back from the restaurant,
she asked her dad, he said it was fine.
No hesitation or doubt in what I slightly heard through the phone.
Makali, back to me: Sure! I'll call you when we're on our way.
Made me even happier. n___n
I nearly skip back into the living room.
Me: "Makali said they could pick me up on their way home~!"
Mom: "You little b-r-a-t, BRAT. Why did you call them? That's terrible that you went and asked them for a ride!"
Me: "I-I'm sorry... -Quickly scurries away-"
Now I was going to take a shower.
I felt like crying. I had the overwhelming urge to cry.
But, of course, I can't.
The combination of being worn out from being at Colt's all day,
plus my what my mother said,
plus the huge change between environments, mental-wise.
My eyes watered a little...
Instead of taking a shower I got online to type this.
BUT--adding to my despair--my internet didn't work.
I restarted my computer, and it was back on again.
n___n;;;;
Oh, before I started typing this I went to take some headache medicine.
I went to the living room to get some water...
Mom: "Are you okay?"
Me: "-Shakes my head 'no'-"
Mom: "You know, you don't have to go over there."
I leave as soon as I'm finished swallowing the pills.
And then when I was a little ways through typing this,
she came to my door...
Mom: "Are you feeling alright?"
Me: "-Shakes my head-"
Mom: "You know, you really don't have to go over there.
Why do you want to so badly?!"
Me: "I always want to see Makali..."
Mom: "Well you shouldn't have gone behind my back and called to ask her parents for a ride."
Me: "-I explained how they hadn't found it offensive at all-"
Mom: "Well still, you didn't tell me you were going to call them."
Me: "Yes I did."
Mom: "Well I didn't hear it.
Besides, when you said that I thought you were going to tell them you weren't coming."
Me: "So...you did hear me say it?"
Mom: "-Flustered- No. I said if I had heard you."
Me: "...Okay."
And she left.
Oh, and plus I saw that only Colt had commented my journal. ; - ;
I was later to learn that Makali had read it.
But...I love getting comments. ;w;
They let me know that people actually read this thing.
...Makes it seem like there's a point to ranting here...
...Makes me feel like people listen to me...
Anyways!
Soon after Makali came and picked me yup~!
And I am a million times feeling better now!
^W^ <3
I love you Makali!!
 Maji Dear · Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 01:20am · 4 Comments |
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