My moms wake* was last nite. It was very emotional and stressful @ the same time. I cried more times than i would like to say. And everyone was there for me.. well, not everyone. The one person I had thought would come, who I thought, I hoped would be there for me, wasnt there. He wasnt there when i needed him most. I dont know what to think. I dont know what to say. Lets just say i would love to hear his reason for it. And that it opened my eyes as to what kind of person he is, finally, and if he can be there for me when I need him most. Well, I think you can figure out what I am thinking. My heart already had a gaping hole, a dark abyss that threatened to swallow me alive. Now, not only is there that, but another one full of hurt, sadness, misunderstanding, heartache and emotional pain. This one, just might swallow me whole...
*F.Y.I. irish party to celebrated death of a person
*F.Y.I. irish party to celebrated death of a person
