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Have you ever been in a position, where you feel like you want to end it all. Or maybe not sure if u want to, or even have the will to go on? And as you are dwelling and wallowing in the past and hopeless future, close to being overwhelmed and losing your sanity. Then you hear voices and you look around you and realize that there are others that are in a pit of their own, in the same, if not worst prediciment as ur own. and you wonder, should i even be like this? there must be some one to help, someone to lift them off their feet and make things better, somehow, to fight instead of being dragged down like us. I wait. and their is no one. Then you feel angry and u ask yourself "y,y is there no one to help, y is every one giving up?!?!" then u remember that u are still like that. you are still on the edge torn between wanting to just grab them by the shoulders and say " It is not the end! there are still good things in the world!! quit feeling srry 4 urself!!" But then u remember that that will do no good. u know from experience. you are on the brink. on the edge. one thing will send you either way. So whats it gunna be? you are right back where u started. you curl up in a ball and want to die. what do you do? TO B CONTINUED>>>