Okay.
Today I grabbed the scarf that Darius left for me,
I put on my gloves,
Put on my jacket,
And stepped outside-
And it was like 70 degrees.
In the morning.
I stood there, thinking of how insane I was to wear this scarf in this heat,
But then I remembered that I was wering it so that Darius might see me on the bus and feel loved that I wore it even in this heat.
Well,
I'm not sure if he saw me,
But I did wear it.
x3
OKay.
So,
Yeah,
Today was rather awesome,
Adam went home sick,
So no worries that he might try to make a move still,
AND,
I couldn't get Darius off my mind all day long~
And along came Clarence,
The little spider climbed up into my ear and wouldn't leave me alone.
[In other words, he wouldn't let me be on the bus.]
The fact is,
Yes,
Darius is like Clarence.
BUT.
There are 3 definite differences.
Darius is unafraid to hold my hand in a public place.
Darius would never say anything to hurt me.
And, Darius shows his emotions as they come, and he doesn't threaten to use them as a weapon.
Those three definining things are what makes him different from Clarence,
And why I'm in love with him.
[That, and he's wonderfully romantic. <3]
Soyeah.
I hate Clarence now, officially.
Why?
Because he just won't leave me or Darius alone.
He needs to stay in his own damn business.
OH!
And on the bus ride home today,
Darius gave Marissa a note to give to Clarence.
He got it,
And read it,
Right.
Next.
To.
Me.
AND,
He wouldn't let me see it;
Claiming that it "didn't pertain to me".
It's a note from my boyfriend.
It pertains to me.
I was SO close to just grabbing that note from him and shoving it in my pants or something, just to make sure that he couldn't get it. D<
[And so that I could read it later.]
DJAFL;JSDLKFJ.
Clarence,
PLEASE,
Go.
And.
Die.
: D
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What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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