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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
To Fall and Be Caught
This morning on the bus, Clarence wouldn't leave me be.
He kept trying to get my attention,
To talk to me.

Well,
I continued to ignore him,
And he continued to annoy me.

Eventually, the bus came to a halt at the school, and he mentioned how Darius rides the bus behind us.
Then we both looked.

The fact that he looked really ticks me off.
The fact that he mentioned Darius's bus ticks me off.

But anyhow,
We then got off the bus,
And he kept...Following me,
Trying to talk to me.

He seriously started to piss me off,
So I just kept ignoring me,
And then!
Then,
Ohyes,
Then,
He decided to threaten me.
He was like,
"If you keep ignoring me, something might happen." and he just walked off.

So I rolled my eyes and moved on.

Later on in the day, one of his friends,
Who heard us talking,
Asked me what was going on.
I told her that he had used me.

He only dated me to get me into bed,
And then he ignored me for the last two weeks of our relationship.

So I told her that,
And she apparently went and told like,
Everyone.

Because,
After school,
I got on the bus,
And Clarence was seriously ticked.
He even threatened to hit me!

Well,
He explained how someone had apparently found out or something,
And that person had told many other people,
And it eventually got back to him.

So then he said how he really was sorry for "using" me,
[And yes, he used air quotes],
And how he didn't want me telling anyone our business,
And other things like that.

I went home feeling about 1 inch tall,
And I sat down and wrote two notes;
One to Darius, telling him how I was sorry for being such a waste of space,
And how he was better off without me.

Then I wrote one to Clarence,
Telling him how sorry I was for everything,
And that Darius was his if he wanted him.

Then I took a shower.
I got back out and walked into my dad's room,
Where the computer is,
And I found my cellphone there,
Where I put it down a while ago.

Hoping to be saved,
I checked it,
And in fact,
There were two missed calls;
One from Ida,
One from Darius.

I sighed sorrowfully and went onto my computer and started on my homework.

Suddenly, it started ringing.
I looked at it,
And in fact,
Darius was calling.
I thought about not answering,
But I couldn't do it.
I had to answer.
I had to hear his voice.

So I picked it up,
And boom.
We started talk,
And I told him everything that was going on.

I told him how I was a terrible person,
And that I had ruined Clarence's reputation.

Then he explained to me how I was NOT a terrible person,
And how his reputation was ruined a long time ago.


He knows just what to say to make me feel better. <3





 
 
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