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Me: but I'm staying in AZ
Frank: OK razz
Frank: good.
Me: and I'm not leaving
Frank: yay!
Frank: no leave
Me: and I'm sure you have no plans on leaving CA, right?
Frank: I have plans on traveling
Me: then we have different paths
Frank: I know where you're getting here
Frank: if you want that then so be it.
Me: You know I love you
Frank: that always changes everything
Me: but..
Me: I can't be with you...
Frank: oh well
Me: oh well?
Me: that's it?
Frank: lol I'm not gonna hold back.
Frank: I gots to keep moving.
Frank: if you wanted to give this anoter tried
Frank: then I would have appreciate it
Frank: but i'm not going down because you didn't try.
Me: you play me just right, don't you?
Frank: well what am I suppose to do?
Frank: cry?
Me: you make me think you love me, yet you'd never do anything for me?
Me: you expect me to give up everything for you...
Me: stop my life...
Frank: Im not
Frank: you're the one stil deciding.
Me: everyone was right about you...
Me: I can't believe how blind I am
Frank: what I do now
Frank: what do you want me to do
Frank: you know I love you too.
Frank: but
Frank: if you don' want to be with me
Frank: then should it be that way.
Frank: I mean, the way you're talking now.
Frank: it's like you're saying that you don't want to.
Frank: if you love someone, let them do what they want to do, let the be free.
Frank: I learned that from you.
Frank: I do love you, but don't expect me to love you the way you want me to love you.
Frank: we all project love differently.
Frank: it took me a while to kno how you project your love for me.
Frank: I'll always love you, I'll never forget you, no what happens, It'll always remain in my heart.
Frank: it is up to one to decide to live their past memories of misery or happiness. But definately don't stay in misery.
Frank: one either gets over it, or brings back the old memories to life.
Frank: which I would really prefer to be with you.
Me: thats enough
Frank: but if you cat get to me, I will get to you.
Frank: decide razz
Me: for someone to..
Me: just let go...
Me: the way you do...
Me: it's not human
Frank: I'm not letting go.
Frank: I just don't liek to reveal the weaknesses at this moment.
Me: i've spent the past year crying myself to sleep because of YOU
Frank: so have I
Me: and for "oh well, whatever, life goes on"
Me: i can't stand your ******** mind games!
Frank: well, should i be crying?
Frank: it would have been a bad thing to say if we were together for a while now
Frank: then come up wih "Oh well"
Frank: but, we aren't even together yet
Frank: it's still on pending, you know?
Me: yeah yeah
Me: ******** off
Me: and get the ******** out of my head
metarusensei (6:56:14 PM): as you wish.