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Why those nice ones don't like me.

Its because I'm not white. I'm not PALE ENOUGH FOR YOU. I haven't got that beautiful classic nose.
I'm mixed.
Therefore everyone thinks I'm hispanic.
WHICH I'M FRICKING NOT.
I don't have huge boobs.
I don't have a huge a**.

I'm socially retarded. Really. D=
Why I have friends, I don't know.


I'm ACTUALLY smart. Sometimes.

And sadly, those grotesque, grime that are attracted are so demeaning to my self worth.

Urgh.
I am TIRED of waiting for THE "Edward".
I'm so sick of love.
Of crushing, of obsessing.
And YET.
This stupid "yearning".
Come along cybertron, make me a Cyberman and rip out my feelings. Please.