I guess this is just a boring update into the life of Kat...
So I went to my psychiatrist yesterday, and apparently what I am going through (pure apathy) is common during the first few weeks of the increased dose. As for the Lithium, all he would say was give it some time and to keep writing.
I'm glad to hear all that I suppose. Oh, not to mention I've lost a total of 26 pounds in the last week and a half and am still losing weight. Why is this? I don't eat. The meds have pretty much made my stomach seem nonexistent. Which, as much as I enjoy the rapid loss, I know it is not healthy for my body.
Oh well, at least now I look decent physically.
I found out I got a full ride to College of Santa Fe, whoopee. Pratt can't exactly beat that, can they? I also won't be able to deal with NY in the winter. TOO DAMN COLD. However, I am going to do a summer photography program AFTER I do the Nation Geographic Expedition to Spain from June 26-July 30. I found out my mom signed me up for it, and apparently I'd be using my writing, photography, and spanish language skills while I was there. Great opportunity I suppose.
My friend said that song that goes, "Here comes success." should be playing as my theme song. And I said, "No. Either Savin' Me by Nickelback or One Day I'll Fly Away from Moulin Rouge should be playing." Because as much as I let on that I have it all figured out, I have everything under control... I know that eventually I will either ruin my chances myself, or let something conveniently get in the way.
I honestly think the apathy came at a great time. At least I can write again. At least nothing hurts anymore.
Alucarda Incarnate · Wed Jan 23, 2008 @ 05:21pm · 0 Comments |