Yo
not too good, again.
ive never felt so unloved.Also never knew you could just stop caring about someone.sooo seeing as im the cleverest person ever heres whats happening.Josh seems mad at me (then again thats probably my fault for writing bout him in my journal) and john well he doesnt like me anymore.Theres no guys in my life cept for this random steve but nothings gonna happen there because im too shy and im a loser geez. i feel like i just want to shut the world out sometimes because its too much to think about, i wish i was still a kid so the biggest problems in my life were fighting with friends and skinned knees but now im 17, my friends have their moments,i never fall over hard enough to hurt my knees and i have no boyfriend.I guess ive never been the type for a boyfriend...im weird like that, only want it at when i havent got it.I dont like being needed constantly,im a real b***h sometimes.
i ahev way too many issues- i dont really tell people whats going on in my life so even my friends have got no idea about half of my problems.
 cheeky_monkey_lol · Mon Feb 25, 2008 @ 03:34am · 3 Comments |
