I dont know if anyone actually reads this or not, i guess if i want people to read it more i should probably write in it more often but owell im too busy for that.This is more like a I'm bored journal.So........im bored, and figured i should write in my journal (obviously).
Well i was chatting to josh the other night and i reckon everything (well most things) are all good between us.Were both still really confused but i was honest about what i thought, and why things wouldnt work out and he well, he listened and thought about it i guess.
Things with john well......i dunno were mates and were good mates and sometimes we seem like really really good mates but i dunno, lets just not go there.
A little bit of excitement, i have a job as an english tutor now which is really cruisy cos the kids just do everything by computer and we just watch and help and write stuff down bout how theyre going.And i still wrok at the supermarket as a checkout chick but owell im cool with that.
I still go to youth group (if im not babysitting like i have to tonight) and i still go to church 99% of the time, i couldnt live without my christian friends--theyre the best (specially Rich and John and Haley). I still go to school in between everything else that i do, im a busy person but i like to be busy its very...stressful and im good with stress most of the time. schools coolbeans hangin out with my friends and learning -- yep im a nerd my fav subject is chem and followed by stats.
me and one of my mates had a really good talk the other day and now i feel better about being single (yes im a normal girl who feels like theres something wrong if shes single) becuase i discovered the way i see it is i wouldnt want to bring all of whats goin on in my life on someone else because it'd be too much for them, and i wouldnt wish all of my drama and issues on anybody.so yeah
Wow this is one huge rant and maaaaaan i feel so finished now.
thanks for reading, if you did
 cheeky_monkey_lol · Fri May 02, 2008 @ 04:31am · 2 Comments |
