*sighs* Nothing much has changed in my life. I hung out last night with two of my best guy friends. Which are the only two best guy friends so far. Well, that live in my home town. They were crazy!
One took over my computer. And the other, oh boy, I was talking to one of my friends in Canada and he just had to talk to her and say that her country rocks. She even agreed with me that he's insane. Which is true. ^-^ Oh and I had one of my best friends over a little while too. She kept beating up on both of them. And I was worried about was them breaking a chair. xp
Well, today, Saturday, my friend and I are talking at a workshop at our library. The workshop is a manga workshop where the people learn how to draw manga. I was asked to do a little talk about manga. Thankfully my friend, who said she quit, came and I asked if she could do it with me. ^-^ So for three days she came over and we worked on a PowerPoint presentation on the history of manga. ^-^ It turned out quite well. And I know we'll have fun doing our speech. blaugh
But, on the other hand, it seems although I'm still in a depressed mood. I still don't really know why. Maybe it's because I see all these happy people who are in a relationship. A good and happy relationship that is. Since 8th grade I think, I've been wondering if anybody liked me but didn't tell me. Which I highly doubt because I'm not that pretty. I'm not like a prep that wears make-up all the time or has my hair all dolled up for one day at school. Or anything like that. I have glasses and blonde hair, kinda tall and just blah.
The only time a guy says I'm hot or beautiful is when I'm all dolled up for a dance or something. So I don't hear many you're cute or around that area. Well, what I really want more than having a boyfriend, is just to be called 'cute', 'beautiful' or maybe even 'hot' by a guy not when I'm all dolled up. (But not by some crazy, creepy guy that I've been talking about, that was just...CREEPY!!) Just when I look like crap, in my opinion, or I look averge, or whatnot. Just in normal life, not in a dance. *sighs agian* That would make my day.
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