Well, so far my life has been ok. To a point. I've been getting up later because I stay almost all night on the computer. So I miss breakfast and lunch. So the only meal I eat is dinner. That's if I eat it... My mom said to me tonight, "I'm glad that you're eating more." I think she's noticed something.
And so have I. I think I might be going into a depression. I'm not sure because I only feel like this at night, most of the time. But who knows. I've been feeling like this since the turn of events with me trying to get rid of a guy that was obsessed with me. It's been a month and a half. And I think I've finally done it. But he's using his cousin's account and telling me that blocking won't do and he's never going to quit. I call that stalking. At least on the net.
So I've only told one friend about this, she just told me I should eat. The thing is, I don't feel like eating and I don't eat. Even the slighest hunger pain, I ignore it. I've cried for the past two nights, in my bed when I'm trying to sleep and just last night when I'm at my computer. I don't know what to do. Both of my friends are just saying that I need to eat.
If you have any advice, I would like to hear it. But I don't really want to tell my mom. I want to try to fix it without her help for the first time. Just PM me please.
Thank you.
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