Well, hell, I've said THIS before but...
I'm in LOVE.
A small difference...
I actually KNOW it this time...
I mean, it really is perfect, and I've tried explaining it time and time and time again...
But I can't.
And maybe that's proof enough.
I've tried explaining my life, explaining why things work, why they don't...
And it always seems to be a form of compensation...
But this time...
I don't feel a need to say anything.
I love you Jamie, and honest to God...
Let me put it this way...
With the last 2, I had thought..."I could imagine spending the rest of my life with her..."
But... this time I know I would LOVE spending the rest of my life with her...
It's like I'm dating my best friend.
We love everything the other loves, with the exception of some foods...
I've never been afraid to die...
And not even afraid of those close to me dying.
Never really was able to grow REAL attachments to people...
Guess I can thank my ******** upbringing for that...
But... This is all different now...
And maybe I'm afraid to die now...
Who would want it all to end when you're actually HAPPY?
And worse off... I worry how it would affect her.
I don't know...
On a lighter note, I'm a sexy, sexy man.
...That's all for now.
ADIOS.
OrgasMike Community Member 
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