i feel done and over with
so alone right now
easter night
they never woke up
never bothered to wish me happy easter
thats the least they could do
called my aunt
i love her dearly
always there for me
always there for her
and we both went through a lot
still do
doesn't matter what happens
i will always be there for her
had her baby 4 days ago, and i already love him
i will always love him, and her, and her husband
my real parents, deep down in my mind
called her mom once
and i believed it
she understood, and believed it lik
spring break is so boring
i feel finished
cello is over, waiting for states information
soccer is stupid, my team doesn't like me
my dad ...
...
mom...
...
what happened?
where are they?
i can't find them
but if you do, let me know
i really need him, wish i could have him
for real
my sky
we talk all the time, but it's not good enough
and i don't want him to deal with me
theres so much about me, too much to handle for him, i think
i don't even know anymore
sometimes stress make me forget him
and i regret myself, for ever being related to have this condition
but i can't live without him
im so confused
i always lived a life being told what to do
it was so easy
now im on my own
where do i go from here?
where is my angel to help me?
what do i do?
questions i fail once again to answer
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