These are for people to see for my role play samples. I have three of them that I will be using, each of them being from a role play that I was in.
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man, be my week-end lover, but don't be my friend
(( I finally finished reading. o.o I'm sorry if my post is like ... weird, because it was hard for me to stay focused on all those posts. At any rate, I went to bed at nine, woke up at three, and here I am. xD Hope you don't mind the long post. =O ))
A groan escaped her lips. Her muscles were sore and begging her to stop. But no. A dull ache. That's all it was. She could continue on. Adrenaline was pumping through her now, and it would be impossible to get her to stop. Five Belles. She had taken on five Belles. Toyed with her food before she actually ate it. Not that Fatale ate the four men and female. No, Fatale was no cannibal. The most she had done with a dead body was ... Well, Fatale preferred not to get into that. It was in the past, and a rather embarrassing topic for her. She wouldn't, however, be surprised if Nikki brought it up just to spite her after this. Or worse : Shoot her.
Fatale watched the doorway of the entrance hall, blood that was not her own covering her body, head to toe. She was a born killer, it was clear to see, but all thoughts of the deaths she had just caused were pushed away from her mind. Who was that? With the red eyes lying on the floor? It wasn't Nikki. He wasn't wearing enough leather. Then it came to her. Wasn't that the guy that she had danced with? The one with the hat that she had wanted so desperately? He looked so much like Nikki. It was no wonder to her that she had been attracted to him like a moth to a lamp at midnight. Attracted? Yes. Fatale tried not to show it. She hoped that she had succeeded, but it was exceptionally hard for the assassin to not show affection toward anyone these days. Or any days, for that matter. So she pushed the thought of “attraction” to the back of her mind and disguised it as just a simple interest in the man. That's all it was, and that was all it would remain.
But why was he attacking Nikki? And who the hell was that other guy with the guns? Belles, no doubt, of course. Fatale felt sick inside. She had allowed Belles to enter. Fatale tried to come up with some positives to the situation, but she couldn't. All she could think of was, Well, at least Damien's back. But one man compared to how many Belles? Fatale doubted that it was really considered a positive. Just a simple and happy occurrence that wasn't really relevant at the moment. Her eyes bounced back and forth between everyone. The man on the floor, Felix, the man with the guns, and Nikki. Her heart throbbed when she saw Nikki.
It wasn't love. Or yes, it was love, possibly. Fatale didn't understand love, though. What was she, again? A dime-whore? Not necessarily the most endearing of words, but it was the closest that she had gotten, so she had grown strangely fond of that term that was obviously meant to insult her. Which it did, at the time, but not anymore.
But the reason her heart throbbed was because she saw Nikki was covered in blood. So was Fatale, but she knew that it wasn't her own. She wasn't worried about herself. Why would she be? She knew she was safe. But Nikki? Nikki was only there to chew gum and kill Belles, and rather unfortunately, the Valentines ran out of gum a few years ago. However, it was never too easy to tell when the guy was in pain. As good at kicking a** as he may be, he was so hard to read, and Fatale silently damned him for that. If he was in pain, Fatale wanted to know. But wasn't that stupid and selfish? Wanting to know if your don is in pain. What gives her the right to assume that she's any better than anyone else, right?
Fatale's eyes glazed over for half a second, and her mind took her to a scene not too long ago. It had been raining for forever, it seemed, and the wind was blowing so harshly. She had a headache. She was tired. They were in a small cab only made for one person, but somehow, they had managed to fit. It was probably because Nikki was so thin and Fatale was so short. It would have been a cute scene, had the two not just been beaten up by the rain. But it was perfect to Fatale. It was all she had ever wanted. And she felt as if she were in heaven – no, better than heaven – when Nikki said those three words. And she had thought that he meant them, so all was okay in the world. She thought at that moment of the life they could have. Not just Fatale and Nikki, but all the Valentines. She thought of it after the feud, after the Valentines won. It would be so much easier. ******** Giovanni. ******** Vince. ******** Jin and Marc and Bianca and everyone else. They didn't matter. After all, Nikki had such a small heart, but somehow, the two of them were able to fit inside of it. Maybe it was because Nikki was so thin and Fatale so short?
She came back to attention. Luckily, nothing had happened to her. With a bloodied hand, she quickly wiped a tear away and grabbed at her sword, slimy with Belle blood. It was a disgusting stench, but she could bare with it for the moment. After all, she wanted to prove to Nikki that she could do more than compensate for the dumb s**t that she has done. How many times has she made up for the stupid things, though? And how many stupid ideas did cross her mind? Tons. “Loving” Vince. Joining Giovanni. Hiding away Kyoji and Jenny. Joining the Belles. (Was it twice or three times? Fatale lost count) Jumping in the bay. Turning into a suicidal, depressed, necrophiliac. Well, not literally. She didn't have sex with the bodies, though she did speak with them. But no, she didn't want to think about that. It was something to be ashamed of.
But what if Nikki died again? Here and tonight? What would Fatale do then? She didn't imagine that her heart would be able to take the pain. A twisted Romeo and Juliet would be their story. It would start with Romeo meeting Juliet with her mother in the assassin's school. It would develop into something of a strong friendship. Maybe into something more. They've known each other for forever, it seems. But ah, let us incorporate Lazarus's heart into the story. Mister Lazarus, Nikola Valentine, what a soul you must have so that neither Heaven nor Hell wishes to have you. You must feel damned. Fatale wiped another tear from her cheeks.
Fatale could have sworn Nikki looked at her. No, that was impossible. He was still glaring at the man on the floor. They had identical eyes, Fatale had noticed a while back. They were both so very beautiful. Both of the men, of course. Nikki and whoever that was. Fatale toyed with the thought that he could be anyone. He could be the old man on the street or the guy who worked at the theater. But he wore a mask to cover it up. Oh, yes, Fatale thought it would be rather funny, so to speak, if that man turned out to be Stacatto. But it was only a thought, and nothing more.
A small scream escaped her throat, and she prepared herself for the pain that was bound to come from the five shots that echoed throughout the entrance hall. Nikki was shooting at her. He was angry at her. He wanted her dead again. Those five shots brought back a certain memory, one where she was surrendering. He had been angry, and she knew what she did wrong. Five shots into the stomach. That's what he had done to her. It frightened Fatale that he was shooting five times again, but it took her a second to allow relief to wash over her.
The shots were not intended for her. They were for the man on the floor. Whoever he was, Nikki didn't like him.Unfortunately, that meant that he was an enemy of Fatale's, too. Not allowing the disappointment to sink in, Fatale gripped her sword and looked at the situation one last time. The man with the guns, the other Belle, his back was turned to Fatale. Had he noticed her? She doubted it. But even if he had, what would be the worst he could do? Shoot her? Fatale laughed at the mockery that he would make of her. She was mocking the mockery. Mocking the mockery would would dare mock the mockery of the mocking she was ...
Ah, ******** it.
Fatale rushed toward him, sword held at her side. Despite the floor being covered in blood, Fatale ran quickly in her stiletto heels. Years of practice was what it took. That's all. It wasn't too hard, especially if you were a dime-whore. Fatale raised the sword above her head, and with a small release of air from her lungs, she brought it down, aiming for the shoulder of the man with the gun aiming at Nikki. If succeeded, she would do minimal to maximum damage. Minimal being a harmful gash, maximum meaning that the man would end up armless.
You can be my bad boy, but understand, that I don't need you again.
l00k PasTt mY 3y3SYou'll see me¤°¤ ~ Prince Billie ~ ¤°¤”Thank you for saving me.” Her breath was caught as she stared into his dark, bottomless eyes. ”That dragon was horrifying.” His arms snaked around her in a tight embrace, one hand resting on her back, the other pulling her head toward his shoulder so that she could weep comfortably. His body was aching for rest, but as long as she stood, so would he. He ran his fingers through her long blond hair in a comforting manner as her shoulders shook. It reminded him of spider's silk and a river's water. I thought I was going to be here forever! I thought no one would save me!”
His heart thumped. He knew the feeling. Now, more than ever, he knew what it was like to be forgotten and unwanted. But those times were over. William was wanted again. He was loved. And never would he have to deal with the pain of believing otherwise again.
He was been treading the line of life and death, thanks to that “King” of gypsies, Clip-On, or whatever his name was. This unbearable, overwhelming pain consumed him. It wasn't physical, but it was so intense that it could have been.
Did no one want him? Did no one care that he was dying? Why didn't anyone come to save him? Oh, the agony of feeling alone. Don't let him die like this. Just one last chance ...
And that was when it had happened. He felt as if the air was being sucked straight from his throat and lungs. He was dying. Dying.
Dead.
Darkness. Cold. He shivered. Was this heaven? No. He had done too many terrible crimes to be there. But it was too cold to be hell. Maybe he was stuck in-between? Light started to glow around him. He was in a room. He remembered this room. It was his! His bed, his closet, his mirror. It all belonged to him. And it felt pure. For once, he felt pure. Where was the last time that this had happened to him? It had been forever, it seems, but no. He was able to remember back to a time when he was clean, without sin. He was Prince William then, and he was Prince William once again. For at the brink of death, his boy, his best friend, had dreamed of him again, wanting him to save another princess, to slay another dragon.
He was back.
He was saved.
He led the princess out of the castle, her footsteps not heard above his clanking armor. Eventually, she fainted from the excitement, and, his aching muscles protesting, he lifted her up onto his white stallion, forcing his own body to follow, to sit behind her. He propped her beautiful body up against his own and set off into a gallop.
The sun was setting. He only had to cross through Sherwood Forest to get to his castle, and then they could get married.
No, that couldn't be right. Sherwood Forest? He lived nowhere near Sherwood Forest. As his horse galloped, the clouds darkened. He could hear laughter. They were laughing at him! He was a fool! Could he really believe that he was wanted again? He tried to slow the horse, but it wouldn't stop. It kept on toward Sherwood Forest, the weight of the princess growing lighter with each hoovebeat. Looking down, he realized that she was nothing more than a pile of ash, being carried away by the wind. No. No! Don't take him away! He wanted to go back, back to where he was wanted and loved!
You asked for life, Billie, and I provided it, sang the Corruption, its tune morbid and twisted. Prince William felt his stomach tighten at the sound of the sing-song voice. The horse stopped. Perhaps you want death instead? I can bring it back, you ungrateful fool.
He heard that laughter again. It sounded so familiar, so ominous, and unwelcoming.
It was his own.
Manical laughter broke his dreams, and through blurry vision, he saw that he was in a stone room, one that was just all too familiar. He felt fear well up inside of him, and he was crying, begging to go back, clawing at the walls. Only he wasn't, because it wasn't his body. It was a body “given” to him by the Corruption, one that a much different, a much darker personality than his own.
”You fool!
No, not back with that monster!
Billie's laughter died down, and he sat on his throne. He arched an eyebrow. ”Don't be so pessimistic. You're alive. You got what you wanted, didn't you? Of course, this time around, things'll be different You won't be affecting me anymore. You'll be silent. No more crying.” He hushed for a moment to see if his insides protested, but they didn't. It was as if he had been talking to himself, as if he was crazy. But maybe he was. The Corruption di that to some people. Billie, satisfied at the sudden silence within, groaned and closed his eyes, happy that he was able to have some peace. However, that peace didn't last long. As if the thing inside of him was restless with revenge, emotions that Billie had never felt before stirred up inside of him.
”I told you to shut up!” Billie screamed, standing. But it didn't stop. ”What do you want from me? You asked for strength, and I gave you power. You pleaded for life, and I provided you a body. So SHUT! UP!” Objects went flying as Billie picked them up and threw them with all his strength. Vases broke and small animals were killed in his rage. Finally, when there were no more objects left to hold during his tantrum, there was silence. Breathing heavily, Billie let out a satisfied chuckle.
He was back.
Billie grinned. Now it's time to get back down to business. First he was going to get his revenge on Robin. He needed to get the “hero” alone, but how?
Idly running his fingers over the scar on his neck, he began to think. He was distracted, however, when thoughts of his “death” came rushing back to him. A pile of ash. That was what Billie had become. How unfortunate. Of course, that ash turned into a mist, for Billie hadn't completely died. Not really. Through this mist, he was able to escape Clopin.
Then, an idea to his plan for revenge hit him. He could use a woman. A non-Corrupted one, so that Robin wouldn't get too wise, so he wouldn't think that it would be two against one. Better yet, a non-Corrupted female child. Robin would have a huge soft spot struck, and he would come out immediately. Alone, or Billie would kill the girl. Robin would understand. Better to risk his own life than that of a child and those of his allies.
But who to use? Who to use ... If only he were a gypsy. He would attract children. And yes, the idea to ask Clopin did occur to him, but he would have to be out of his mind to ask his “killer” for help. Besides, Billie never really enjoyed requesting assistance. So he had to depend on himself for now.
”Screw it,” he concluded, ”I'll just kidnap the first girl I see.” That being said, the demon's muscular figure made hits way toward the window. A spider was swining to and fro on his sticky string as Billie leaned out the window. His wings spread out behind him, and he jumped.
Once again, Billie was back in the air, free, yet a captive. But that captivity would be gone soon enough, and that restlessness inside of him would diminish to nothing. Billie had been barely alive when he escaped from Clopin. So barely alive, that he appeared to be nothing at all. Dead to even himself. He was nothing more than a dark, foul-smelling mist, for the foundation of Billie's existance had been gone in a boy's daydream. If Prince William would have stayed, there would be ash, and only ash, and no mist, but he had left at the last second, right before they were technically “dead”, right at the last second, and they were both able to survive, both the Corruption and the imagined prince. The Corruption known as Billie had to wait for at least five minutes in his castle before the real prince could come back, so Billie could be Billie again, and not just a haze.
Was he angry? No. If it weren't for the original being taken away while he was still alive, the chance of survival for the both of them would techinically be nonexistent. So he was almost thankful for a second chance.
But what had Billie done during those five minutes while he was waiting for the “Prince” to show up? Thinking. Brooding. Sulking as he stared at his evaporating fingers. Billie had made some mistakes. Allowed himself to become side-tracked. No more. He wouldn't allow it to happen anymore. No longer would Billie be considered a fool.
Billie's eyes fell upon a small town, untouched by the Corruption. He swooped down, his black, leathery wings slicing the air in half as he passed by. Women screamed and ran, and children scatter about. No man could think of what to do. A grin stretched over Billie's lips as he glided lower and lower to the ground. His arms reaching out, he flew toward a small, screaming girl. Her ankle twisted, but before she could fall, illie's arms wrapped around her, and with a beat of his wings, they were both in the sky. He could barely hear a woman screaming out “Miranda! Miranda!” But he didn't look down. He was free. Or almost free.
The child's crying and shrieking tore at his heart. Prince William's heart. Billie pushed those unidentifiable emotions to the back of his mind. He would have to be dominant here. If his voice got too loud, he would be dragged away into a dream again. The boy always knew when exactly Prince William needed him, though the boy always thought that he was bored, that he needed Prince William. Billie kew this because it had happened once before. Billie couldn't afford for his foundation to be carried away again. Billie would be turned into the vile mist, but this time for good.
As much as Billie liked to believe that he was free, he wasn't. He was a slave, and without his master, he would die. But he didn't let his master know, or else he would take advantage of it.
Don't forget to SAVE me
ThiiS dr3Am iiS mY r3aLiiTySo consider yourself lucky× Morpheus »He watched from the corner of his eye as she paced in the pure white room. There had never been a dream like this before. Where were the trees and birds? It felt so empty with just two people in the room like this. Finally, she turned, catching his gray eyes in her green. ”John, I've told you time and time again to stop this nonsense. That girl is no good.” She arched an eyebrow at him. ”She's cheating on you, you know.”
”You're dead, Teresa. How do you expect me to believe any of this?”
“Fine. Don't believe me. But don't come crying to me when you find out that I'm telling you the truth.” Teresa half turned, but she added, ”By the way, you know you're gay, right?”
Morpheus awoke with a start. John must have woken up and broke the connection. Slowly, he felt his body change from Teresa's back to his own. His chest and buttocks flattened, and he thinned until he turned into the Angel with Black Wings yet again.
Morpheus looked up at the sky, and he realized that it was daylight. He had fallen asleep in that tree last night to tend to “business”. Without his brothers, dream dealing was a considerably difficult task for the god, but somehow he managed it, able to fly through the realm of dreams alone and not forget a single body. And though he had slept, he was exhausted. His wings were aching from all the flight. Normally, the three brothers would fly to three different people for a few minutes, then trade off for a few more before they went to everyone else, that way, not only did the brothers have enough time to rest, but everyone thought that they had an authentic dream. Of course, it was and authentic dream, but not in the sense that mortals believed “authentic” to be. Mortals, after all, didn't know the ways of gods.
Morpheus leaned his back against the tree, groaning from exhaustion. He knew he needed to get back to Robin and his group, but he was simply just too tired at the moment. Perhaps just another five minutes. But no, thought he for five minutes mean to Icelus and Phantasus another world of hurt and Corruption. Morpheus mentally kicked himself for being so selfish, and he slowly climbed down from the tree. Flying would have been faster, but his wings were too worn. They flattened against his back, a sign that he would not be using them that day, unless, of course, he was desperate.
One delicate step after the other, he began on his way back to the camp. Upon his arrival, he saw the girl that was un-trusting of humans step away from a tree that had a bag hanging from it. Had Morpheus visited her that night? He could not remember. It was as if he had been going through the movements, but he wasn't paying attention. The god glanced briefly in her eyes before looking back at the rest of the group. He spotted a few men, three of them, actually, and they appeared to be watching one other man climbing a tree. Morpheus followed their gaze to see something golden, sparkling, pinned to the tree. A smile fell upon his face when he saw the arrow. None other than Robin Hood, of course. Morpheus was growing quite fond of the man. But his attention quickly turned to the saddened girl again. What had her name been? He had heard it among amiable chatter between campers. Nairi, he believed. Now she was talking to that cat, whom he didn't know the name of, and whom he had never visited in dreams. Morpheus tended to factual dreams, and he had heard that this creature was quiet crazy. In a good way, as Phantasus liked to put it, though.
Morpheus approached her, not appearing hesitant or reluctant. He was considerably cleaner than most of the other people at the camp, which was strange, considering Morpheus had been part of the stinking downpour just the night prior. He stood next to the girl with the pelt, and he parted his ghostly white lips, a sure sign that he was going to start a speech. Or rather, for better comprehension of Morpheus's speaking habits, a Shakespearian monologue. His voice, however, was low, because he didn't want just anyone to hear what he was saying. Just her. It appeared to be a waste, saying such a long speech in such a quiet voice. But that was Morpheus. When he had something on his mind, he was going to say it, despite the audience. He just adjusted his vocal volume.
”See, dear comrade, how the sun does rise, as if these grounds were not cursed with the stinking scent of sin and Corruption. The clouds are of gray and white hues, and it smells of early rain. How often do we travel to rid ourselves of the troubles we come to face day to day? We move to avoid the rain, reeking of Corruption, and we rest at night so that we can only continuing moving the next day. Does it not seem as if we are avoiding the darkness, not only inside, but exterior to our beating hearts as well?” He looked up at the sky now, his golden eyes narrowing against the harsh sunlight. ”But how rude of me. I must seem so intrusive. Know that I know not everything about you, my dear. I have visited your dreams. Sometimes I am the villain, while others I am the dead. But I do not feel your emotions, and nor do I care to. I only know that same image that plays in your head every night it seems.” His eyes turned back toward the girl Nairi. ”That is all I wish to know. Any more, and I fear I would break. But know that you are not treading this life alone. I have seen the way those men look at you, as if not possessing the respect that they themselves request. They want to be treated as equals, but their definition of equality has been scarred and twisted into something so unreal, is it really even considered equality? Many a non-human has gone unappreciated. Do not assume that you are alone. There is always someone who understands a small portion of the life you live. And should you ever need an escape from the rain, know that walking away from it is not the only solution. Should you decide to want to dream something different, speak to me, and I will present you with a sanctuary within your slumber.
“But enough of this talk of escape. How is the Fire Elemental?” Morpheus knew, or rather had the feeling that he was un-Corrupted, and he was glad for that. He didn't know what he would do if he had to face that again. His eyes glazed over, and he got to thinking about his brothers once more.
The three of them flew back to the cave, darkness embracing them almost instantly. Their uncle silenced them as soon as their feet touched the wet cavern floors. ”Your father slumbers, he said, leaning against the damp cave wall, his dark clothes blending in well with the eternal night within the cavern. Icelus laughed loudly.
”When does he not? Hypnos may sleep for nights undisturbed. Trust me, dear uncle : If we were to frolic here now, he would not awaken.” He provided a playful wink in Phantasus's direction, to show that his nature was good, and that he wasn't wanting to really get either of them in trouble. Phantasus provided a weak smile. So little did Icelus take into consideration.
”It matters not,” Thanatos said grimly, ”for your father has been asleep only since he arrived after his job of placing people in a slumber.
“He has such a simple job,” Icelus snorted.
”And you, dear brother, are ungrateful,” commented Morpheus, arching a dark eyebrow at his brash sibling.
”And what is this ungrateful nature of mine you speak of? Where within me does it lie? Like Hypnos, if it exists, it slumbers for an eternity. Ah ah! An eternity! We do an eternity of work it seems, whilst Hypnos complains about closing eyes!”
“An eternity?” hummed a voice covered with sleep. Icelus's face paled.
”Father,” Morpheus greeted the man, a small smirk of satisfaction brought upon his face. This was what Icelus deserved, speaking about his own flesh and blood this way.
”Hello, my son,” Hypnos greeted. ”I thank you for not waking me, Morpheus, Thanatos, and Phantasus.” He looked over at Icelus. ”You think you work for an eternity, do you? Such a pity, now, that I have to show you what an eternity is.
“There is a princess, Icelus, that has been doomed to slumber until her true love's kiss. It shall be, more or less, the closest thing to an eternity that you shall ever experience. What, Icelus, do you stall for? The Maiden awaits the singing birds in her slumber! Once your tigers arrive, I will need not to put so much 'unneeded effort', as ou would claim, into her rest. Make haste! Make haste!” Hypnos said nothing more, and he turned to go back to his bed. Icelus turned and walked off, exiting the cave to obey his father's command. Morpheus watched, his lips pulled into a frown.
”It matters not if he feels shame,” Thanatos said in a pitiful voice. ”All everyone wants with shame is death, and death will never come to us gods! Hear me weep, Dream Brothers, and understand that the only thing that keeps me sane is your father.” Thanatos turned and followed Hypnos. Morpheus and Phantasus exchanged knowing glances before turning and flying after Icelus.
When he noticed them from the corners of his eyes, he said, ”Why do you share my discipline?” His voice was meant to sound stern, but a feeling of care and understanding could be found in it. Icelus knew exactly why his two brothers had followed him, and Morpheus knew that Icelus loved them for it.
”You, Icelus, with your head hanging, have yet to realize that we are brothers, and brothers we shall be forever,” Morpheus said, his voice barely audible above the wind.
The three flew through the clouds, doing spirals and frightening night birds, laughing into the still night air. They flew until they saw the pointed towers of a castle, and they landed on the spot that the dragon was to guard. The three men, unnoticed by the beast with red scales and wings, crawled inside through the window, and what they saw fascinated them. She was beautiful, with wavy blonde hair and fair skin, her delicate body slumped over to the small bed that she was sleeping on. Morpheus, tempted to kiss her himself to see if the spell would be broken, approached her, reaching into his small sack of sand at his waist. His thin, pale fingers sprinkled sand onto her eyelids. The portal into her dreams were opened.
The three gods disappeared from the “real” world into something even darker than that of Hypnos's cavern. ”Where do we venture?” asked the usually silent Phantasus. Morpheus did not speak a reply, but he walked, the sounds of his footsteps guiding his brothers to follow him. Not five minutes passed when Morpheus rolled his eyes.
”Do not feign innocence, Icelus. Phantasus treads not on my foot as we walk.” Icelus muttered an apology, and Morpheus got the feeling that the boy was slipping away.
He did not know at the time that it was the Corruption.
At first, Morpheus had assumed that his father had betrayed his own kin, but then he realized that it was not so. Neither Thanatos nor Hypnos knew of the brothers' fate. It was simply poor luck and going unappreciated by mortals that brought the dream brothers here.
Blinking, Morpheus looked once again at the Selkie girl, his lips slightly parted. No, he wasn't going to speak again. She was probably grateful for that. Morpheus spoke as if he belonged in an epic poem. He had a tongue not of silver, but of velvet and gold. He used metaphors in his vocabulary, though he did not mean to. It was just how he spoke. She would understand. Hopefully. He turned to look at the pink and purple creature, and he wanted to smile, but he didn't. Morpheus hardly ever smiled. He was just too serious. So he merely glanced, hoping that he hadn't interrupted the two for something. Though Morpheus was wise, he wasn't necessarily the most intelligent person when it came to timing.
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