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|Umm... Yeah, here's the next part << It'll probably be long... and... ^^() Limey... if you don't like even hints of sex between two guys, don't read it... << I don't write lemon, but even if I did, I think I'd get in trouble with Gaia, so I won't... ^^() Enjoy|
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"Wha-what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to shop." Naoe snapped sarcastically with a roll of his eyes. "What do you normally do in a shower?" Shiva growled lowly as a flush spread across his fair face. Spinning back around to face the wall, he folded his arms across his stomach.

"You don't have to be so rude all the time." He muttered. The boy's eyes cast downward and the water attacked the back of his neck as he attempted to keep his mind from thinking about someone else staring at his rather nude body. The last person he had suspected to be there was Naoe and it really was the last person he wanted to see at all at that point. Something bad always seemed to happen with Naoe around.

"Shiva..."
"What do you want?" Shiva grumbled with a sigh, turning to face the other male. He was suprised to see him standing so close and would have commented if his voice had not caught so suddenly in his throat. What he was not expecting was what happened next.

Hands gently grabbed his shoulders, pulling him close as lips touched his own. Shiva was completely thrown off gaurd at the action, but he found that he could not push away. Something inside of him kept him from retaliating at all. It was as if he melted right then and then, his fingers slowly sliding up to thread through the dark, damp hair.

Naoe's hands drifted from the shoulders to tentatively play down slender side, as if wanting to touch the boy as much as he could, but unsure of how to go about it. It only caused Shiva to shudder as heat ran up his spine, but it also pulled a soft whimper from his throat as those fingers touched his bruise. They tenderly caressed, but it still hurt and he pulled his lips away.
"Ow... d-don't do that... That hurts."

"I'm sorry." The brunette murmured, allowing his lips to softly trail across Shiva's jawline, moving aside the blonde locks. He then placed kisses down his neck to his collarbone, just relishing the taste of the creamy skin, his hands once again traveling down to rest on slender hips, pulling the boy closer. Shiva could not help the shakey breath that escpaed his lips.

"N... Naoe. Wha- what are..." He could not find his breath as his eyes fluttered shut. Those gentle lips were leaving a burning trail everywhere they touched; sensations Shiva had never felt before in his life. He gave up talking, his mind focusing on breathing and keeping himself calm, which was becoming increasingly difficult. Why did his body respond in such a manner to this?

The experience was so new to Shiva, he had no idea what was happening; his body just seemed to go with it. Even when he was laid down across the cold tiles, Naoe spanning over him, his fingers probing and caressing as if he knew Shiva's body better than even the boy did, he just seemed to moan and soak it in. It was insane; why was he letting this happen? He couldn't understand it.

"Naoe..." Shiva breathed as mixes of pain and pleasure shot through his body, his back arching against the tiled floor beneath him. His hands were pinned above his head and legs locked around Naoe's waist as the brunette led them to a height neither of them had ever really reached. Heated breath and sweat mixed with the water from the shower, which had long since run cold. Moans and gasped cries mingled with the sounds of their bodies moving together until finally it all faded. Both were left panting for air, the heat quickly seeping from their soaked forms.

Noae merely stared down at Shiva, who couldn't bring himself to look at the other male. His cheek rested against the tile, swollen lips parted slightly as he brought in breath. A flush had taken its place across his face as he realized what had just taken place. Had he honestly just done that? It was like being raped, except he had not protested at all. He had let it happen.

Without a word, Naoe hauled himself to his feet. Shiva let his eyes slide to watch him almost curiously, wondering if he had anything to say. Any explanation as to why he had done such a thing. But there was nothing. The brunette merely stood beneath the shower and let the water wash away the signs of what had just occured. No sign of what he was thinking was written anywhere in his features. However, after he felt he was clean, Naoe quickly dried and left the little shower room, never once looking back.

It took another couple of moments before Shiva was finally able to push himself to his feet, his body trembling. He was so lost, so confused. No one had ever touched him in such a way and he almost felt dirty. Had he honestly given up his innocence so easily to a guy he barely knew? Did he not hate Naoe?

Sighing shakily, the boy adjusted the showerhead to spray him as he leaned against the wall, using it for support. He didn't care that the water was almost icy; his body was in shock from everything that had occured and the fact that he had actually allowed it. What was he supposed to do? What had Naoe been thinking?

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