Today was an alright day. :/
On the bus in the morning,
I think I kinda sorta pushed against Clarence's leg.
And I swear he pushed back.
I hate myself for being between Trey and him now.
Trey is so nice,
And sweet,
And he's so funny-
He doesn't try to mess with my mind at all,
And he sounds like he honestly cares.
I just..
:/
I still haven't found that closure between Clarence and I, though..
He told me before that he liked me still.
And he explained,
That if he didn't still like me,
We wouldn't talk.
At all.
:/
And,
I know that talking at all IS a big thing for him,
But to me,
That's just being friendly.
If he could JUST show me how much he liked me,
Then I could make an informed decision..
But he said before how he didn't want me waiting forever.
:/
But,
What does that mean?
Does he feel more for Dominique than me?
:/
I probably shouldn't even be saying all of this in my Journal,
Since he reads it now..
But..
:/
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CRAP.
Anyhow. xD
After the day ended, I walked over to my spot where we all hang out,
And I laid my backpacks down,
And started talking with random people.
Eventually,
Corinne and Tori and Sam Peterson walked over,
And we all started talking--
When out of the blue,
Lantz walks over and starts talking with someone behind me.
Obviously I ignored him,
Until he talked to Sam,
And he gave her a note,
And she handed it to me.
Then he went back to the person he was talking to,
And I watched him stand there and talk.
I was already ticked off--
He said in the last note we had,
That he didn't want any contact.
Which was fine with me;
I was getting sick of his BS, anyhow. D<
Well,
The note Sam handed to me,
Was from him,
To me.
The b*****d didn't--
Again--
Have any balls to give it to me himself.
I waited for him to finish talking to whoever he was talking to,
And when he started to walk away,
I caught him,
And tore the note up in his face.
I then told him loudly,
"I don't CARE what you have to say."
Before turning around and continuing my conversation.
Corinne and Sam quickly tried peicing together the note,
In a lame attempt to read it. xD
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What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
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