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why is it so dark in here i cannot see a thing

i think its because of all the evilness inside of me



why do i say i hate you when i dont know the reason why

why cant i find a good enough reason to soften up and cry



why is hate so easy to search for when love is so hard to find

why do i say the awful things that i think of in my mind



the darkness grows and starts to spread and its killing me inside

i want to let go of it so i can feel alive



wait i cant believe it cause i see a speck of light

i start to run to it and i run with all my might



i reach the light im out of breath i feel the warmth inside

is this the way love feels or is this all made up in my mind



the darkness starts to clear as the tears run down my eyes

i think ive spotted out what i was searching for inside



i look and see a small figure i wonder who could it be

i see something coming and i think its running towards me



why does it feel so warm when the hate had felt so cold

it said cause i am love and thats the words that i was told



i look around and see the darkess has abandoned my heart

the people whom you love are here till death do you apart



i see my sister mother father and friends surrounding me

i look around and wonder to myself how can this be



i watch as the last bit of darkness creeps away from my heart

i see a picture of love and its a beautiful piece of art



i embrace the ones i cherish as the love inside arise

i wave goodbye to all the hate and darkness thats inside



i look around and start to think and think how can this be

somehow i finally found love and got rid of all the darkness inside of me