Im starting withsomething that im dealing with right now. Instead of going to the begining. My best friend in the universe was taken from me. Not in the since that he is dead. My parents had to take me out of school for the time being, we had no way to get me back and forth because my school has no buses. His name is J.T., on account I still wanna keep his true name a secret. We were more than just friends, well I wanted to be, but that might not of worked out and things might have started to go south so I stopped trying. He was always sweet and kind and some one I knew would be there if I ever needed him. But after they took me out we stayed in touch. We live on the same island so it wasnt hard. But then our phone got canceled and I have not seen him in several months. Ive become a hermit in this lost worldthat is my life. I had to leave alot of friends but he was my closest. I often thought we would stay together forever because our friendship was so strong. But when things dont go your way, you cant cry and fall. I think he knew I liked him. It was more than liked that i know, I think I can say love, but i am neive to these things and words and feelings. Our friendship was special, the one that only happens once in your life. In the state of life I am living, Im actually ashamed to see him. Im not that fun outgoing person that I was, and when we did talk on the phone, he knew it to. One day I hope to meet him and rekindle that flame, and be in a better state of life. Mabe then can we express our true feelings to each other.
Ashley Isabella
rockoutgirl101 Community Member 
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