Have any of you little young bloods out there every had such a woderful day that was ment for light and beauty and the fun of the century then have it crushed ito pure dust and stomped into the earths crust like crap on your shoe?Well this has happenend to me and now im stuck to think the worst is still to come in this unraveling world. I am in a state of falling and I dont know when i will get back up from this bullet wound yet another to the haert. But im not dead , that is a big suprise since all of heaven and hell (and earth ) want to kill my spirit and watch me wither untill they are cuntint that I will be gone forever. I dont know why im alive. If you were to take a shot to the heart then you would die in a painful manner and would not get back up. But I have to, for my family. For them my light shines bright and to the core for when the day cometh for it to go out, that will be when they take me to the deepest deepths of the ocean and hold me under until the bubbles stop. Then will i be content to live in harmony in what the universe has fortold to be my after life.
evil Ashley Isabella cry
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