No, no story right now... I'm not much in a mood to write a story... not at the moment. Maybe tomorrow... maybe. I just... can't concentrate at the moment.
*sigh* I found out not long ago that a close friend of mine is going away for a long time... well... almost 6 years, actually. Because of her grades going down in school, she can't get online, especially since she'll be going to 'college' (what they call university) and that means she has to work harder and concentrate more. The net just distracts her. So...she can't get online or her future will be screwed up.
To top that off, my other friend is going to college and probably won't have a computer because her scholarship won't go through. Some stupid bank reasons... but that means I probably won't talk to her, either...
I feel so alone now... I've known one for a year and the other for three... and they're both going off to leave me here by myself... I know it's not their fault, and I'm not blaming them. It's not like they're doing it on purpose just to be mean to me... But... I don't know... I'm going to be so lonely. I won't have anyone to talk to... not really...
I guess there are a few people on Gaia that I can try to talk to...but it's not the same. I haven't known anyone on here as long as I have them... Who am I going to talk to when my teachers give me hell? Or when some stupid guy in class starts teasing me again? Or when I get into those little fits of depression that leave me hating the world and myself? I don't know...
~ There are only two people who can make me cry...and both of them are leaving... with them go my very heart and emotions. My very soul...
With their parting goes a little bit of me, and it's beyond my control...~
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Random randomness from the mind of a wierd little person.
That would be me.
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