I'm at what appears to be the summit of my life. In August, I will leave for Santa Fe, NM and never be coming back to Texas. Heh, well of course for family matters I will be, but I intend to leave here forever. Don't get me wrong, I love my state... But I need to start over.
I've changed oh so much over the years, and I am finally at the point where the drama is gone and I am confident, and comfortable in my own skin! It's quite incredible actually. xd I'm even starting to get abs from all of the ******** crunches I do. sweatdrop sweatdrop
I don't really know how exactly, but this year changed me dramatically. I've also learned something extremely important about relationships. They ARE important, but trusting people takes TIME. If my partner isn't willing to take the time to get to know me, she isn't worth it. This is a concept I've only recently begun to realize. Which leads me to my second announcement. I am taking a vow of celibacy until after my first year of college. If the relationship IS indeed worth it, something as minute as sex shouldn't stop anything, right?
And yes, yes I know many of you think I won't actually do this but... Still, I feel so... nice, good, well, etc.
I truly am happy. The IRONIC part is that I am 100% completely alone. No girlfriend, no nothing.
I am completely on my own and I am happy because I love every inch of myself.
I love you Katalaina Strawn Erwin Connelidus, I truly do.
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 Alucarda Incarnate · Wed Jun 11, 2008 @ 04:46am · 0 Comments |
