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I think I kinda bombed my Phil. phinal. But whatevs. I mean I know its mostly my fault. But the class isn't 'required' like I thought so even if I fail (I'm thinking I can pull a D...) its not like my graduation requirements are jeopardized.

So I was excited for volleyball last night but quickly lost interest. It was...different. Even though during the Olympic qualifying season that they had Hey! Say! Jump! as the 'special guest' was beyond gay, now that they aren't there in this grand prix thingy seems...lacking. They have some has been idol from the 80's singing some unrelated song about love as the theme song. Despite the gayness I much preferred the studio factory ready madeness of Jump's 'feel good' song. And then this has been idol isn't the only 'special guest'. They get the cast of some ridiculous drama on there too. In character. Its horrible. At least with Jump its like 'yeah..you probably 'do' act like that since all of ya'll are like 15 y/o'..with 'Rookies' I'm like '...can't you leave that for the show?' I mean for real.

And it just felt..weird. I think they played in a different stadium which looked..odd. And the noise of the crowed was beyond muffled. Not all the yelling and screaming is that desirable..but at least it makes it seem 'real' from my point of view of watching it in my living room. Last night seemed as if I was watching some narrated event. I didn't even finish watching the last set because of the above mentioned and that Japan was creaming Aflackamakastan or whoever they played.

I went to Royal Host for breakfast. I go there too much. But its one of the few places I feel 'OK' about eating myself at. Yeah I have self-esteem issues. But its a family restaurant and Japan loitering culture doesn't mind if you stay there forever and a year provided you bought 'something.' So I had pancakes. As usual. I told myself I was going to get the salmon but then I chickened out of it. Mostly because I forgot how to say salmon in Japanese and didn't want to pull out my dictionary in front of everyone. So I ate and read my art book. I'm waay beyond where I need to have read to but its really interesting. I only have one more chapter. This book makes me think too much.

Speaking of I'm suppose to met Geniveve (dunno how to spell that) today to discuss art. / I know she wants to mooch off my notes but whatev. She at least went to class whereas I skipped to read the book. And in the in who knows more about the subject? Meh...heh. Just cuz I think I've been here long enough to realize that I really don't like that language acquisition 'osmoses'. So she sat through class struggling to understand it whereas I knew that the ONLY grade in the class is the final I have on Tuesday, so I best know my sh*t when it comes around, and I knew I wasn't understanding the class so I better read the book. So I did. And I be knowing 16th Italy like nobody's bizznazz. Fo shizzle my sfumato.

Aye I need to cleeean and paack. And write this tarded essay. But aaah.

I was more than happy to see that they are reforming the JLPT! So I wanna take it this time next year and work on other 資格 next year like kanken and bunken. I think it will prep me for the test smile

Blah and I'm busy this summer and I think its upsetting Nathan. And me :/