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Mirror Turned Over and Upside Down
Why am I acting so strange you might ask? Because I'm so insecure. Last time I KNEW I just KNEW even if people denied it I KNEW that there was a mutual interest. I can't tell. It feels like he is dancing around me deciding whether or not to twirl me, leave me, or grab my hand. I have no power right now and it makes me very nervous. I can't influence his thoughts right now other than opening myself up more which would normally be really easy but my stupid nervousness is getting in the way gonk wish it didn't.
My relationships are different than normal ones. They usually involve me chasing after the other person first then the other chasing me. Right now it feels like I am the one already caught. I am a fish, I like to be free. I don't like to be held down too long by that feeling but I can chill out for a while.
I know he's trying because he wants to call me. The thing that still confounds me and my friends is what he was doing by stopping the car AND taking off his seatbelt. I mean really.... C'MON it doesn't make logical sense and that usually means a lot to him. sweatdrop So Confused.... ARE YOU?
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