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Hmm, Hello?

>.< I am alive and well. I go on here from time to time but for the most part I have moved. Um, I moved accounts because a lot changed in my life. I wanted to keep my past because, no matter what happens to me now... my past will never change. I may feel differently about it but it'll always be there as it was and always will be. Yup yup. Etto...

I'm nineteen now and almost twenty... I still don't know what I want to do with my life really. I kinda want to explore a few things but nothing for sure. This is normal though. Yup yup. A lot of people don't say it because we are a lost generation. We have no leaders to unite us all. We are all just wandering in a maze next to other people. It's poetic really.

Um, I still don't have a real boyfriend. I haven't had one since... long time ago. Last relationship was still my girlfriend in high school. Now I know that I don't want a girl though ^^ That's a plus side to it all. I've had two stalkers that I know of but no rapists yet ^^ That's a good thing.

I get along with my parents and we are becoming fast friends. I am really close to my old friends, much closer to them than my old high school friends. I lost a lot of friends but it's funny because I still send my heart to them. I cannot feel them with me but I will always be with them, so that they are not ever lonely. No one should ever be left alone. Nope nope.

I still love anime but not to the crazy extent that I did before. I love to draw and want to try out graphic design. I love dressing punk every now and then, it makes me feel alive. It's almost like it heightens my senses. It's a funny feeling. Lawlz.

I think that's good enough for a reflection right now. I might write another at the end of the year... till then I give my heart to everyone <3