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On a more sober note. Everything is pretty much okay now. My dad's friend is gone and both my parents have been trying in their own ways to apologise. Mom was sorry for not being there for me and all that. Dad was more... okay with me being with mom in his room for a bit. He also went to the store and got some soups for us. I still love them, of course. And I always will. They still haven't earned back the respect they lost. I do love them and say it to them often, but it'll take longer for me to respect them once again. I also don't think I ever fully will until they figure out for themselves the problem they have. They don't realize how much in common they actually have with my oldest sister. They should all go into counciling.

Should I tell them? Or should I allow the future to suffocate them. She will die
if I don't. But if I do it wrong, she may die faster. Depression. I must stay vigil to
keep loss at a minimum...