Have u ever found a guy/ girl who brings you so much joy and happiness by just a single hug? I have. Have u cryied urself to sleep almost every night? I've done that too. Have u felt like your not urself anymore your someone totally different? i'm in that boat.
SInce June i have been sad, depressed, happy, joyful, angry, bitter and sweet. All in a matter of about a month. I have been through a lot in my life, loseing friends, not fitting in, moving around the world, parents fighting, having to make new friends, and finding loved ones and having to deal with them moving and possible losing them.
The man i love feels me with so much joy and happiness that the world doesn't matter antmore except for him. I do a lot of thinking and a lot of crying. It feels like my world is comeing down on me. When he's not around. Even though he's in my heart, mind and sould i still feel like this would is crashing down.
There is no joy or happiness on the road i am walking towards and only one person can stop me from this road and that is him. He's everything to me and always will be, and i hope with all my heart that one day we shall see eachother again and i can feel the joy and happiness of the world again.
Some advice: If you ever feel down write a story of something. even if ur not good. it hepls to get what's on ur mind out on paper. hope u enjoy my storyies of my life.
 Nelliel_Odelschwanck_Ume · Thu Aug 07, 2008 @ 12:00pm · 2 Comments |
